hey- there- this is kristina davis- you dont know me- and frankly i dont really know you- im one of jennifer (ur cuz) 's best friends.. and when she told me about ur situation- i immediately felt compelled to write you an email- just remember that God is and always will be with you- He loves you very much- just have faith and He will provide. Know that i am praying for you and that you are loved by so many people!